Today

3:27pm

I went to visit the barber school today. I was surprised that some of the students were still there, tho I'm not sure why. Max says I look like Wendy from Peter Pan now, with short hair. Cool. I like that analogy. Thank you Max. He asked about the purple stuff I use to get. I miss it too man. Would be real nice if I could have that again.

I don't want you to feel sorry for me. I've made it this far taking care of myself, I don't need anyone. So if you're sorry for not helping, good, but don't worry, no one else is. This for sure is not the life I imagined but I believe we come into this World chosing the life we have. And for some fucked up reason, I chose to be a single, hard-working mom and a "man hater." Sorry guys but I've had enough. I don't want any more kids and that's all you are, just big kids. It sucks ass and is really fucking hard but I'd rather have this

"Same Old Love"