Mars In Virgo

8:34 pm

Yea, my Mars is in Virgo. Virgo is I analyze, Mars is the mens hearts and womens motivation. I am motivated by analyzing men and helping them find love. And I'm really good at it because I also analyze Jupiter, Saturn and Lilith. It's why males are attracted to me and think they want me

Who is mad that Boston is my motivation?? I certainly was. I called him all kinds of names and cursed him out while delivering my papers. Not M, the one who got me the job and had been begging me to do it for awhile, no, I was mad at him because he finally convinced me that it would be great for me. Why did I take it?? I thought he was coming to live with me and up until that point, we were only acquaintances. We barely talked or knew each other so I thought it would be a good way to get to know each, if we were forced to spend three hours alone in a car every morning. He would work and help pay the bills and I could work on my dream of doing hair in my house

So yea, I let him take my heart, even though I didn't realized that's what I was doing at the time, it turns out my Universe did. I thought I was being his friend and helping him....I'm the healer and psychic. But now I believe that all these years I was out there making people believe, looking for True Love......just ended up helping me get my heart back to Boston. The Boston, not the guy. So when the guy showed up here that week I was dying and he wanted to kill himself, I knew he didn't want me because my heart wasn't here. I didn't feel it and I didn't feel like I was home. But, I still tried being his friend, he wanted to 'talk' but when I told him who I was, he ignored me and ran away

Yea, I got Blaine here. But I've been over this. He's a Capricorn Sun, just like my brother, my uncle, my grandpa, my gram, even the Devil.....and it's real hard for Aquarius and Capricorn to get along. It's why I know so many and they are blood. I can't look at him as more than a brother. Plus, he has a Virgo Moon and I just don't get along with Virgos. I have too much Virgo in me and we butt heads way too often. No, Blaine is here to remind me that my Twin Flame has both Aquarius and Capricorn Moons and he's having a hard time getting his mind to agree on anything. Plus, Blaine is sick and needs help so he's here with his family

So, even though we don't like it, Boston is the reason I finally told the whole Universe who I am and went out there and did my magic. Not only was my heart saved, I got it back too. All because I went out there and made a whole bunch of people believe in magic, dreams and me.....just by meeting me. Seriously, they call me Wendy, Jane, I've even been called an Angel. And yes, Boston, the guy, made me do this website and take that delivery job. And I just bet that DD girl is glad she got her job and met me. Just like I know that 19 year old Aries is glad I didn't go back to work there; he has a job and he met me. And now, I've been thinking that I need to find something, I need to pay my bills. But so far, the Universe is keeping me busy. All I can think, is that the Universe must be ok with me staying here and being me. And I'm ok with it now, for now. But I think I might be more than ok, after all, I don't have to fear Boston the guy anymore, I got my heart back with magic and I proved I'm right

And duh, I'm positive that I was hung in Boston, in another life; my heart had to be there at this moment, when I revealed myself to everyone. Because that's where it all started, right?? I fell in love with a married man and got hung. Now, I've spent this whole life trying to prove that the bible is just a really good story about a really good Magician. And I was raised in a church. Yea, I know all about the bible and my church taught me that it didn't matter who you are, where you're from, what you've done or what you believe, 'God' still loves you. That book is just a book....Love is Real. And me, I Am Love, I Love everyone, no matter what. And I'm definitely Real.....I let people touch me enough to make sure cause sometimes I wonder if I'm just dreaming. But I'm not and I've got a big heart, just like the Devil and I got it back to Boston to be fixed.........cause I'm right and I proved it. So yea, all those mornings crying, cursing and hating Boston the guy, was worth it; he made me prove that I am who I am all on my own and I showed the whole Universe that I really was strong enough to make it and prove it. Seriously, he's from Boston and his initials are B.C., of course he was important. Yes, I'm pretty happy now, I've gotten everything I wanted, I always had it and I'm still here to help. So if you need anything, just think about it, I've got a lot of friends, we will hear you and we will help; it's why we're here

Oh and now I want to know, where Boston's heart is?? I"m here to wake them up and it's about time they do, I still feel them and I'm getting too cold